It's hot. No, like really hot. Car thermometer read 98 degrees, but you have to compensate for the humidity. That makes it feel like 130 degrees, or something I swear. And the old house architecture with a boiler system and no room for central air, I hate it. This old house stuff is for the birds. Today anyway.
Everything finds its place. I feel that is a double sided statement for me right now. One from a point of gratitude outside and the other as a saving grace inside. I'll try my best to explain.
I feel very grateful for everything that is around me right now. I walk to my barn in the morning and smell the straw and the sheep of course, see the chickens putzing around, and my great dane often in tow, and I think my gosh this is a life most people couldn't conjure up if they sat down to think about it, and I get to live it each and every day! Windy Knob Farms, started as a research weekend reading about livestock, and njow just recently we have had incredible success in sales to the point that have sold out of nearly everyhing I have including lambs, breeding stock, yarn, fleece and rugs. I just am truly blessed with how well things have gone so far. Just in the last few weeks I've seen our lambs go on to be yoopers, cheeseheads and mudhens just to name a few (c'mon trivia buffs, where'd they go to?). One miraculous story takes a lamb from a July barbque (as in "guest of honor") in which an awkward situation becomes a learning situation for me in working with the public and sales. Hours after the pick up I received a phone call from a neighbor who runs an animal santuary for rescured and retired livetock. This sheep went from stall to car, to barbque, back into a car and to the life of her dreams.
I feel very grateful for everything that is around me right now. I walk to my barn in the morning and smell the straw and the sheep of course, see the chickens putzing around, and my great dane often in tow, and I think my gosh this is a life most people couldn't conjure up if they sat down to think about it, and I get to live it each and every day! Windy Knob Farms, started as a research weekend reading about livestock, and njow just recently we have had incredible success in sales to the point that have sold out of nearly everyhing I have including lambs, breeding stock, yarn, fleece and rugs. I just am truly blessed with how well things have gone so far. Just in the last few weeks I've seen our lambs go on to be yoopers, cheeseheads and mudhens just to name a few (c'mon trivia buffs, where'd they go to?). One miraculous story takes a lamb from a July barbque (as in "guest of honor") in which an awkward situation becomes a learning situation for me in working with the public and sales. Hours after the pick up I received a phone call from a neighbor who runs an animal santuary for rescured and retired livetock. This sheep went from stall to car, to barbque, back into a car and to the life of her dreams.
Her new rightful owners are absolutely in love with this little lamb of 9 lives, and we even recieved a new picture of her hanging with her new pasture mate, a 1000 pound heifer named Sunshine. It's a long frustrating story that has a happy ending and that is all that matters at this point right? But you talk about a lucky (destined) little lamb!
I just finished restoring a medical cabinet from the 30's that turned out to be a project and a half. I bought it in an old barn in North Carolina earlier this summer and now I see it in my bathroom every morning. Rusty and in a pile of junk, to center piece of a bathroom. Funny how things find their place; sometimes as if it's just automatic or destined. The other sense of finding place is the sense found from within. A view in which I constantly search for finding "place" which is good to have in trying to be creative and define who I am as a person. Stagnant is something I will never have to worry about as I constantly seek to determine what it is I desire to do and where I want to be. But there is a fine, fine line between overdrive and overdone. A line between soul searching and perpetual discontent; healthy and heartache, you get the point by now of course. Everything around me seems to find its place, and yet I feel as though I am stuck still fighting to get the square wooden peg though the round hole. You laugh, but seriously, I won't stop once I get my mind made up. And dang it, that peg will go there. Meanwhile, the world goes by, and damn it's beautiful; If I would only let it do its thing.
